Tuesday, October 13, 2009

bats to bunnies.

Bunny prints through the snow.







These are the coolest sprinkles ever.... they are BATS!
just a random shot of me sitting waiting at the bus stop... nothing special but I think I kinda like it.  

The Worms in my tub look like this.... that's my pinkie. 

Monday, October 12, 2009

The Bible talks about being thankful in all circumstances.  I think that with the things I've been thrown in my life I have learned that I don't just need one day to really sit back and think about what I'm thankful for that every day is something new and something to give thanks for.

Every breath we take.  Every morning we wake up.  The simple things like grass and birds and clouds in the sky.  I'm thankful for love.  I'm thankful for loss.  I'm thankful for beauty and the pain that goes along with that.  Every day I wake I'm faced with the things that I need to be thankful for because I feel so close to the fact that I could in fact not have that opportunity if I hadn't changed things. 

Thankfulness is held close in my heart for without it we don't realize what we have.

Friday, October 09, 2009

Lost in all the chaos in the corners of my mind
Trying to see an open gap and not sure what I'm trying to find
Walking through a fog too thick to see my hand
Wanting to run the distance but barely able to take a stand


Holding out for something more
Not sure what I'm looking for
Wanting more than this


Stood along the sidelines many moments of my life
Wandered around aimlessly torn by pain and strife
Lost myself along the way and didn't seem to care
I was left giving pieces of me that I didn't want to share


Living life for something more
Trying to find what I'm looking for
Wanting more than this


Fought for love and to be loved and ended up on my face
Learned that that wasn't the way, the time, nor the right place
Found out what I needed to do and found out how to be free
Learned that the key to my happiness was just simply being me

Found my peace in something more
No longer am I searching for
Or wanting more than this

Sunday, October 04, 2009

I would love to write with authority, sincerity, and wisdom.  To have my heart pour out onto paper and have it touch the lives of others.

I would love to have words pour out of my mouth with knowledge and be respected for opinions, thoughts, stances that I have.

I would love to be a person who is held at high regard followed for my humble acts and fun loving, happy spirit.

I want to be known as a person who follows her dreams and pursues her passions wholeheartedly not letting minor road blocks stand in the way.

I want to be me and love every part and moment of it.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

My heart goes racing when my minds on you, which is almost all the time.  I just might have a heart attack.