I can't breathe. For some reason I'm sitting here literally gasping for air. Alone, I'm sitting in silence hearing nothing but the wheels turn in my head. I want to cry. I want to laugh. I don't know where to go, who to talk to, what to say, or where to even be.
I feel like I've lost you. I feel so distant. Like you've attempted to push me out. I don't really know how to be right now. I want to hang on. I'm not ready to let go or to give up. This feeling of already loosing you is killing me and I can't seem to wrap my mind around what's going on or what needs to be changed. I wish you would communicate more. I wish you would just talk to me. I wish you weren't a million miles away.... or at least I wish it didn't feel like you were. I want to know if I am just suppose to walk away or even if that's what you want.
Did you let go?
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