I can feel the complacency seeping in and taking over my heart.

I'm trying to fight...

but I'm overwhelmed with the feeling to just let everything be....

I want to go deeper...

but I don't want to work for it...

it's too hard...

so instead I compromise and sit back and stay....

stagnant...

ok with where I am....

Oh I can see where I was and where I've been....

and where He wants me...

but...

I lack the motivation to want to get there

and as others battle the wrath of Satan....

I battle myself....

because I have become my own worse enemy