Deep down

I'm still that little girl

the one scared to step out

face the world that's infront of her

Deep down

I'm still terrified

of the things in the night

and more importantly the uncontrollable

Deep down

I still think he's coming

and is going to do as he promised

to be the father that I've always wanted yet never had

Deep down

I know I have to let go

To release those things and move on

But no matter how hard I try it is impossible

Deep down

I want to win this battle

I want to be victorious and strong

I want to be happy, but it's this fight that may actually break me.