Sunday, February 19, 2006

Everybody in my life thinks that they know what or who is best for me. It makes me frustrated, especially when they tell me that I don't know what I want and should be happy where I am presently at...they don't know me or my heart who are they to comment what's best? ERRRRRR........ Why can't people just mind their own business?

I also encountered an individual the other night who made me angrier then I have almost ever been. He commented that he had heard the good news....that being that me and my boyfriend had broken up....WHO SAYS THAT TO SOMEBODY??? ....I wanted to kick him soooo hard...and then crawl into a hole and cry for like an hour.....I dont understand why some people are complete retardes....I makes me angry.....and the one thought that frustrates me even more is the fact that I'm going to have to work with people like that for the rest of my life because I'm going to be in the ministry.....it makes me want to quickly switch career paths and be some sort of researcher on a remote island somewhere.....where the only person I have to rely on is myself....I'm frustrated and angry and want to hide from the world....but I have to face my life and the things that I am called to do.....and that means facing some of the stupid people in it.....

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