I'm all mixed up inside....
not really sure what not to hide.
My hearts incomplete
but this seems like such a great feat.
Wanting to run and escape this mess
But I'm met w/ Your tenderness....

Longing for all that's planned
But finding it hard to obey Your command
Dont know what's You or what's me
When will I finally be set free?

Guess I'll find out when I'm up there with You
What it was You've called me to do
Until then I'll search and try to find my way
Giving up my life for You every day
I know it's not much...but it's I'll I've got
and You comfort me cuz my souls aready bought.


This came outta nowhere this afternoon...it's kinda funny cuz I was thinkin the other day about when I was just a little Christian how I use to love God sooo much that I couldnt stop writting poetry about Him and all the love that He had for me. This poem kinda just poured outta me....I dont know if it makes any sense....but it's what's in my heart right now....