jaded imperfect perception

JESUS SAVE ME
from myself
For even I am not sure
of what I'm capable of
In my own sin
I am jaded
by the imperfect perception
of who it is
that I am
My standards
are only ever focused on
external gain
My carnal desires
Are a putrid stench in Your nostrils
Yet, the only smell that I let capture my senses
is the smell of my expensive perfume.