wishing on air

I wish that I could give up my every pressing desire to feel the need to plan and know everything. I wish that I could surrender to the unknown and embrace it with open arms. I wish that my reluctant heart would cave and that I would fully submit to Your will. I wish that it would be easy for me to be patient with the things that are to come and not force them to come about. I wish that I would stop wishing and that these wishes would come to be who I am as a woman of God......most importantly I wish that He would be all that I desire....above all else.